connielingus

- reflections of my life as an airplane-fixing, lady-loving, first generation eurotrash-canadian grrrly-grrrl..... -

Friday, April 28, 2006

This Fucking Blog Thing.....







Jesus Christ! I have completly let this Blog-fantastica go to compete SHITE!

To be perfectly honest, I am feeling repelled by the blog... It's like neglecting your friends... like screening your calls... like avoiding things that make you uncomfortable.
You leave for a bit and all your blog gang has new friends and you feel like an online diary outcast... and it was your own stupid fault.

I've just gotten caught up in a crazy relationshit stuff... getting my feet rubbed whilst watching TV after going for long walks on the beach and in bed by 9:00 pm.....



When I was a blog rockstar, living alone, and up til the break of dawn spewing my fantastic crap I had dozens of blog friends and my life was complete and special. I was someone who cared and my peeps loved the planes....



Imagine! I let this blog go fully to the back burner of my life for weeks now and I feel guilty and awkward trying to post something.



I'm an ass.
I just can't bring myself to burn my diary...

8 Comments:

At 11:59 PM, Anonymous Anonymous said...

Conner,
I tried. I've fkd soem things up, and they are better now. I don't blame you for non-responses. I'll always wish you the best, as I know you will me.
You, CAS, are THE BEST. I've always known that and will never forget you.
We may never cross paths again, and if we do, my smile will be bigger than you can imagine.
Hugz always.
RG.

 
At 11:10 PM, Blogger the author said...

I'm still reading. I'll always be a fan :) No hurt feelings though if you do decide to delete the blog. Just rememeber to check in with me every once in a while.

 
At 4:12 PM, Blogger Aviatrix said...

Aww, Connie, we won't forget you. Take as much important good relationship time as you like, and when you feel like blogging, blog, and then drop by and leave comments on a few other people's blogs so we know you're active, and we'll keep coming back.

Someday you might be fixing an airplane I'm flying, so I can't piss you off. Never, ever piss off the people who handle your food, set your schedule, or maintain your aircraft.

 
At 9:16 AM, Blogger straighttalker05 said...

Even if you don't post for a while, we'll still click.

Don't burn what you build - unless there is insurance money. Then burn it.

 
At 9:13 AM, Anonymous Anonymous said...

what straightalker meant to say was, "Then get someone else to burn it... leave no trace."

--aas

 
At 4:58 PM, Blogger the author said...

happy birthday! hope you have a great day! ape

 
At 5:48 AM, Anonymous Anonymous said...

My god Connie..

I move all the way to Bangkok, expecting to see more of the genius posts's that you do so well, and yet..

Im crying inside now!

 
At 9:52 AM, Blogger M said...

Feeling your pain.

 

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